April 28th, 2006

Subject: men suck!! Time: 04:19 pm

okay sorry for not updating sooner, SO Im at my sisters house (sugarcoatedme)down south in tarpon springs, me and mitch are on "a break" so friggin stupid. he says i stress him out and i bitch too much. Well the only thing i bitch about is him not coming home to take care of his kids spending time with his family when im at work, i mean how hard is it to take care of an 11 mnth old and a 2 1/2 yr old for 4 hrs, i take care of them 20 hrs a day or more! I told him it must be nice to be a part time parent. Kids are doing good, lexi misses her daddy, im going back home sunday, hopefully. If he cant become the man that I need him to be than theres no point trying to fix something that cant be fixed, ill stay with my sister or a friend up there, get child support, get my own place and be a single mom which i pretty much am anyway. I just don't see why im to blame for everything that goes wrong in his life. As my mom said "it takes 2 to tango" so it cant be all my fault. okay well now im just rambling so im gonna get off here

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November 7th, 2005

Subject: hey all Time: 01:09 am

hey everyone! So thursday was drama filled! My son was admitted into the hospital for bronchiolitis and wheezing, we came home saturday afternoon. poor guy. i loooooooooove him soooooooooo much. they tried to do ivs even in his head they couldnt get one, i was in tears i felt soo bad, mitch was pissed cuz they tried to put one in his head. but hes getting better thank god and so is lexi!

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October 31st, 2005

Subject: woo woo!! Time: 12:20 am Current Mood: bouncy

okay soooo last night i went to guavaween had a fuckin blast!!!!!!! Saw Breaking bengamin and rhianna awesome awesome! got drunk spent the night at a hotel with some friends woke up way too late and drove home! kids are sicker than dogs, i think jr has croup, bronchitis or rsv im not sure but he sounds really congested in his lungs and the cough is terrible. Alexis has a cough and a fever too shes miserable my poor lil babies!!!

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October 13th, 2005

Subject: omg! Time: 11:23 am Current Mood: stressed

So yesterday I learned my dad is in the hospital again, he had another heart attack tuesday morning around 2am and didnt call an ambulance till 7:30am. My step mom called friggin yesterday! We shoulda been one of the first people she called!! He goes in today to put another stunt in so we will see how that goes. My boyfriend is an asshole still starting bitching at me when i came home about me being on my own phone, um excuse me its my phone and i can talk to whoever i want I buy the minutes not him! Alexis is sicker than a dog, jr is getting sick and i dont have insurance on him soo i gotta find how much its gonna cost to get him seen. I got new brakes so I can now brake when i have to! Alright gotta run!

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October 7th, 2005

Subject: lalalala Time: 04:53 pm Current Mood: cheerful

hey hey all!!! Im updating! My god hell froze over!! Babies are getting huge!!!!!! he laughs coos and is trying to sit up now! Woo woo!! Me and mitch are doing alright! My job sucks, my hrs got cut and My sisters baby is the cutest friggin thing imaginable!!

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August 5th, 2005

Subject: bad bad news Time: 07:23 pm

SO My life has to turn to complete shit in the last few dayz, my moms house is getting foreclosed on, so pretty soon i will barely barely be online. I have to find somewhere to live so ive been looking at income based apartments. hopefully it will work out. anywayz let u know more when i can.

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August 2nd, 2005

Subject: i hate it here Time: 03:40 pm Current Mood: annoyed

Ive come to a decision!!! I HATE IT HERE! my brothers are friggin disgusting, my mom doesnt do shit but help make the mess. im so sick of cleaning, i swear im gonna have a nervous breakdown cuz of this stupid house. I have to start working doubles when i get daycare cuz my mom cant afford the bills Im gonna be wore the fuck out like a teenybopper playing an nsync cd lmao

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July 30th, 2005

Subject: better dayz Time: 10:38 am Current Mood: accomplished

So Mitch and me had a long discussion the other night, It was an altimatum pretty much. I told him im tired of being treated the way I am and things need to change or im giving up on the relationship and he's out the door. I told him im tired of crying all the time, being mad shit like that. So so far things have been okay, except he wanted me to get off work early cuz the kids were screaming. Anywayz, i have the day off so i dont what im gonna do. Jr slept from 12-7 its a miracle, lexi didnt go to sleep till like 1:30. She'll be 2 in September, its amazing how times flys. Also my other discussion, I have friends and when i have 2 friends fighting im not choosing sides, i choose to try to end the little tiff. But seeing how people think im a bulldog and all, u know how it is when u got 2 friends hating each other and when the one tries not to talk to the person and end the shit they keep instigating it, it like pouring Water on a Grease fire ya know? I seen my friend Cody yesterday telling me that the only reason hes with his psycho gf is becuz he wants to be with his kid, what do u say bout that? i dont know, i just told him one of these dayz Shes gonna have to understand he doesnt wanna be with her and just wants to be involved in his kids life. For being 21 hes a better father than alot of guys i have seen. Hes like mitch sorta, i never thought my bf would be just like my best friend, i swear there related or something, same tempers, attitude, wayz about going to do things. I got my car back and the damn cd player doesnt friggin work, gave my brother 40 bucks for watchin the kids, so he has gas and could go do stuff with his friends. moms starter is goin out on her POS contour. My other brother is getting his car back. anyway just wanted to update lata!!!

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July 28th, 2005

Subject: I hate LOVE! Time: 07:01 am Current Mood: Sad & Annoyed

Im so tired of trying to fix my relationship, the more I try the more it doesnt work. Everything i do is wrong nothing is right. I try waking my boyfriend up for work at 6:!5 he wakes up at 6:45 tellin me that i never woke him up, calls me a whore, idiot , retard. I give him 5 bucks to help get some kind of lunch for him its not enough. He told me i have to pay his ticket cuz hes paid all of mine before or hes gonnna key my car that i just got back from the body shop yesterday. I just dont know what its gonna take to fix our relationship, i sometimes wonder if we have any love for each other anymore, He tells me my friends that are my friends are just putting up a front cuz im a stupid sadistic kunt bitch. Some guy that fixes my car told me i looked like shit and told me i needed to go on a diet, mitch said u do look like shit. I thought boyfriends were supposed to be there for u, having kids supposed to be there for u, when ur sad cheer u up. I guess i was fuckin wrong...ladies who have that perfect bf i envy u. I wish i had that someone that could be perfect or shit half perfect at least be there for me when im down not kick me when im down (hypothetically speaking) So Anywayz One of these days im just gonna go to get reduced child care straighten my life out and just finally tell him i dont need him anymore cuz im basically doin shit on my own anywayz.

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July 27th, 2005

Current Music: papa roach-scars Subject: Im baaack! Time: 01:35 pm Current Mood: annoyed

Okay SO Friday i Got my tubal done. NO MORE BABIES HAHA! Anywayz Still havent got my car back, i figure hell will freeze over and then the body shop will give it back. My sister is moving. My kids are great. I see the drama has ceased to end on this damn thing. IM GONNA JUST SAY THIS ONCE...IF UR FEELING FROGGY WITH SOMEONE THEN GET FROGGY IF U AINT THAN QUIT RUNNING YA MOUTHS ON LJ. i mean seriously, were adults, and this whole shit on LJ is for middle and high schoolers..i think were above that now doncha think. Okay just a quick lil update see yaz!

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July 4th, 2005

Subject: happy 4 th of july Time: 12:04 pm

so i went to Marlene's wedding, It was beautiful, But the only prob is i left my cell phone sooo i gotta go find it. JOY!!! Anywayz goin to a cookout today and try to go see fireworks if its possible.

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July 3rd, 2005

Subject: ITs a Miracle! Time: 11:36 am

So last night i actually went out with my sister, it was pretty boring but i got a good buzz, we drove around for an hr and a half and omfg the rain was so bad we had to do 10mph on US19 only to go to 2 guys for like an hr and half and then go to stingrays looking for our friends that weren't there! They are soooo on my shit list. But hey it was away from the kids.

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June 24th, 2005

Subject: new stuff! Time: 07:20 pm

okay sooo i know i havent updated in forever and a day so here it is! Mitch Jr is 11lbs 6 oz and is almost 5 wks old, Lexi is her usual hyper self, she loves her baby brother. I go back to Dairy Queen Monday Thank GOD i need money and most importantly i need to get out of the house. my brother jeremy is going to camp for a week starting tomorrow so thats one brother gone. I'm tired of cleaning everyday with no help its frustrating living with 6 people well 4 cant count lexi and jr they cant clean and no one does anything. Mitch is his usual self (an asshole from hell) nothing is good enough for him, nothing i do is right, working and everything, his car isnt fixed. My car got stolen and wrecked by some mentally retarded kid that works with him. I'm waiting on the estimate from the insurance company so I can take it to the body shop, my poor car its messed up! Soo I should probably update more often because this is pretty long.

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May 21st, 2005

Subject: Baby Mitch JR has arrived!!! Time: 06:37 pm

Thats right!! May 19, 2005 @ 5:15pm, Mitchell Jr. came into the world. 8lbs 12.4 ounces and 20 inches long.. yea he's a biggun. my sis has pics!!!!

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May 9th, 2005

Subject: oh yes ya'll look at my nephew! Time: 06:41 am

aint he the cutest friggin thing ya ever did see! I thought so too!

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May 8th, 2005

Subject: IM AN AUNTIE!!! Time: 03:37 pm Current Mood: ecstatic

Woo Woo! As of May 6, 2005, I became an Auntie. Stephen Michael, 9 1/2 lbs! I'm excited!!! Anyway just tellin ya the news!

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May 3rd, 2005

Subject: Birthday was a Birthday Time: 10:24 pm Current Mood: tired

okay so my birthday came and gone, had some cake blah. Anywayz I work on Wednesday and have to go to the doc so really nothing has gone on. my friend matt is on my shit list for promising to come to my bday and never showing up but otherwise nothing exciting going on.

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May 1st, 2005

Subject: Baby shower Time: 11:15 am Current Mood: content

Thanks to everyone that came to my baby shower, it was nice having people there from work well 2 people anyway, (Claire and Robyn). I greatly appreciate everyone for coming and the gifts, they'll be great for when he finally arrives. I was expecting more people to show up becuz ALOT of people said they were coming but its okay though, im glad Claire and Robyn and my sister could make it

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April 27th, 2005

Subject: I hate working at Drama Queen Time: 07:42 pm Current Mood: bitchy

So today I have officially decided that I'm never ever working morning shift again, except for friday since I'm already scheduled. Too much damn drama. Everyone has something to go crazy bout' it's understandable bout the whole jamie thing her leaving early. Ya shoulda left instead of goin on break. But damn all the other shit that everyone fights about is just damn annoying! I'm glad I don't have to deal with that on night shift. It's peaceful bliss! I come home to find my kid with a bruised eye, and a bite mark on her forehead, turns out the dog bit her after she took away her bone, so my mom beat the crap outta the dog and he won't come out now. Good for it cuz if i see it, im gonna shoot it. anyway decided to update for some weird reason. Lata

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April 25th, 2005

Subject: Another day at DQ Time: 08:24 pm

So today i worked morning shift but it was only like 12:30-4:30 so my check is going to be really really shitty. No Drama today, kinda shocking. After work I went with Claire and vacuumed out mitch's car since I had to take it to work today. My mom's POS decided to not hold the plug in the tire so she took mine.I go back to the doctor April 30th to talk about setting a date for induction. I mean seriously he's 7lbs 1oz to 7lbs 6oz. If she induces me in 3 weeks he'll be 10lbs! So I'll let ya know what goes on. April 30th is my baby shower too. The May 2nd is my 21st birthday which is a bunch of crock cuz ill still be pregnant!

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